Like my friend I am extremely bored.
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Whats your name?I'm not going to tell my name to someone who doesn't use apostrophes in their sentences.
What kind of girl do you think I am?
How tall are you?:5' 4"
Where is your ideal house located?:A place surrounded by trees, close to water and within driving distance of family. Ideally.
Last person you talked to?:My sister Jenn (heh, same answer as previous poster)
Have you ever taken pictures in a photoboth?:Yes. They are always fun to take. One serious pose and the rest totally reeking of insanity.
When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?Years ago.
What are your keys on your key chain for?:Two Volvos, my house, my sibling's house, my house, my room.
Where was the furthest place you traveled today?:All the way down to the furthest table at Starbucks in Gig Harbor North.
Where is your current pain at?:No pain, but weird sensation on my leg like a bug is biting it. But there's like no bug. Rod Serling, where are you at moments like this? (Twilight Zone theme song playing).
Do you like mustard?:'Sokay. I used to love it though.
Do you perfer to sleep or eat?:Sleep!
Whose your favorite person to drunk dial?I don't, uh, get drunk. Except on Life!
Do you say the word 'biznatch?':Heh. Uh, no.
Do your parents slap you?:No.
What is your curfew?: No specific Time.
How many rings till you answer the phone?:Um, no more than some and no less than a few.
Do you look like your mom or dad?:My muzzer.
Who was the last person who told you they hated you?:My little sister :)
What color is your razor?:Blue.
How long does it take you in the shower?:Anywhere from 10 to 20 minutes. Depending.
Can you do the splits?:Uh, no longer my friend.
What movie do you want to see right now?:Halo. But it hasn't come out yet. Pity.
Do you put lotion on your legs before you wear skirts or shorts?:Yes. That is a really weird and semi-pervy question.
What did you do for New Years?:Dressed up in masked ball attire and went to a costume party. Coolness.
Did you think The Grudge was scary?:A boy screaming like a cat? What could be scarier? Oh, yeah, everything.
What was the cause of your last accident?:Car-wise? Wet brakes on someone else's vehicle. Any kind of accident? Um, they don't call me Clums-a-rella for nothing. Well, "they" don't really call me that at all...so...
Do you own a camera phone?:No. Wish I did though.
Would you ever dye your hair red?:I have.
What song is overplayed?:Jesus Take The Wheel. Mostly because I think it is one of the most awful songs I've ever heard in my whole life. Christian or not.
How many rings are on your fingers right now?:Not a one.
What are you drinking?:Black Passion Fruit tea, Trader Joe's Style.
Can you pump gas?:What kind of question is that? Yes
.Do you still talk to your first boyfriend/girlfreind?:Nope. Except for a random hand wave.
Who did you vote for on American Idol?:AI stands for Artificial Intelligence.
How many hours of sleep do you get a night?:Usually around six.
Do you drink Egg Nog?:Yeah, but only at my sis's awesome holiday parties! Sans alcohol.
When was the last time you saw your boyfriend/girlfriend?:Hmmm...this question does not apply to me currently.
Have you ever had a hickey?:Uh, negatory.
Do you stilll like the Dixie Chicks, despite the Bush Cmnts?:I NEVER liked them. EVER.
Do you know how to play poker?:No, I tend to suck at cards. Except war, now that, I can do.
Do you wear your seatbelt?:Always.
Is your tounge pierced?:Learn how to spell!!!! My goodness, it's called spelchex. And no.
Do you like funny or serious people better?:I would hate it if someone was one or the other all the time. It would have to be a combo.
Do you hate when ex's talk about their new girlfriends/ boyfriends?:Uh, that's not a problem in that it doesn't happen.
Ever been to Vegas?:No and never plan on going.
Paris or Nicole?:Ew. Neither.I
s Nick Lachey hot?:Umm, who is Nick Lachey?
Did you eat a cookie today?:No? But I've heard the cure to depression is putting vanilla behind each ear so you smell like a cookie all day. "Yes, you'll smell like a cookie all day." >Lemon Demon<
Do you cuss words in other langauges?:I know them, but don't use them.
Do you hate chocolate?:Do Raccoons hate their offspring? I don't know about that, but I heart chocolate.
Is your cell usually on vibrate or ring?:Both. Even my cellphone multi-tasks.
Ever meet anyone offline?:Yes, all the time. What if someone said no? Oh, that would be so sad. I'll hang out with you "only-internet" person!
ARE YOU:1. A cuddler?
Sure.
2. A morning person? Ah...*gag* morning person? No.
3. Are you a perfectionist? Depends what we're talking about.
4. An only child? Middle of five! Hmmm...missing number five.
6. In your pajamas? No, though that is the transcriptionist uniform.
7. Currently suffering from a broken heart? Eh. More like bruised.
8. Okay styling other people's hair? If they want to look like an 80s reject.
9. Left handed? Righty.
10. Addicted to MySpace? Well, I check it almost every day. Is that addicted?
11. Shy around the opposite gender? At first.
DO YOU:12. Bite your nails? No.
13. Get paranoid at times? Well, wouldn't you if the government AND space aliens are after you?
14. Currently regret something that you have said? All the time, baby.
15. Curse frequently when you get mad? Me? Curse? Surely you jest.
16. Enjoy country music? No. There are a few exceptions.
17. Enjoy jazz music? Yes, but real jazz. It's got to be innovative people!
18. Enjoy smoothies? Yes!
19. Enjoy talking on the phone? Only to certain people.
20. Have a lot to learn? Of course.
21. Have a pet? Two-Pepper Dog and the freakish dog-like thing I call Claire (Tear) Bear
22. Have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" person? YES!
23. Have all your grandparents? No, only one.
24. Have at least one sibling? hahahahahahaha. *wipes tears from eyes* Yeah.
25. Have been told that you are smart? Sure. Right before someone conned me. LOL.
26. Have had a broken bone? Severe fracture once but no break.
LAST PERSON WHO1. Slept in your bed besides you? Naoki (took my room)
2. Saw you cry? A whole group saying goodbye to Naoki.
3. Went to the movies with you? Jenn, mom, Chris, Katie and Naoki.
4. You went to the mall with? My sister (I hadn't been in three years except to dash in for Kataluma Chai).
5. You went to dinner with? Also my sister.
6. You talked to on the phone? My friend Moe-glow.
7. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it? My mom.
8. Broke your heart? Wouldn't a broken heart like...kill you?9
. Made you laugh? Morgan.
ARE YOU..1. Simple or complicated? Both
2. Gay? Happy as a bluejay, thank you.
3. Hardcore? Hardcore Christian!
DO YOU PREFER. .1. Flowers or candy? Flowers.
2. Gray or black? Black.
3. Color or Black and white photos? Black and White just look awesome.
4. Lust or love? Love for sure.
5. Sunrise or sunset? I feel like I'm in Fiddler on the Roof, but def. Sunsets jsut b/c I'm more of a night person. But sunrises can be breathtaking.
6. M&Ms or Skittles? M&M means Mmmm and Mmmmm. Okay, that was stupid.
8. Staying up late or waking up early? Late, late, late!
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY !!1. Do you like anyone? Sure.
2. Do they know it? Doubtful.
DO YOU PREFER...1. Sun or moon? Absolutely the moon.
2. Winter or Fall? Fall. I love, LOVE the autumn.
3. Left or right? Uh...left because most people go to the right.
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? Two best friends.
5. Sun or rain? I love the rain.
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Choco-late.
7. Vodka or Jack? Jack? Jack Sparrow is awesome. Jack the Ripper not so awesome. Which one do you mean?

"Back off you pedophilic window-fogger!" >R<

Let yourself go!
Oh, no! Don't let yourself go! That would be weird. Can one hold onto "self"?
So, myspace was featuring Gary Jules on the home page and I remembered I really liked his cut of Mad World. So I went and listened to it. Now I'm feeling all philosophic and a little sad. The last time I saw Donnie Darko I was at such a different place in my life. Wow. Does anyone ever wonder whether God is on their side or not? I mean, I guess that's kind of a stupid question since He died for us. But again, philosophic moods mean you don't have to make sense. For instance, before Joshua entered the battle of Jericho, he saw the Angel of the Lord (pre-incarnate form of Jesus Christ) and asked (loosely quoted), are you for us or for our enemy? And the Angel replied, "Neither." Because God is on the side of good and righteousness. In fact, instead of looking at things in good vs. evil terms, we should look at it in God vs. evil terms since God is everything that is good and nothing that is evil. That makes things more concrete.
But sometimes I feel like Jacob and I'm wrestling with God more than anything else. Push and pull, back and forth and He just tolerates me. It's so frustrating to see the good/God, only to shy away and run towards the dark. The darkness is safer than the light, it enables me to not deal with my wickedness and sin. So much easier, so much more terrible. Even in the darkness God sees me and seeks me out. It's like a kid swallowing a bottle of household cleaner-adults know it will kill them so they tell them not to do it, put poison signs on the darn things, put them in harder to reach places but it doesn't matter. The kid wants what it can't have and the first place it will go is the forbidden. The bottle of bleach, the careless rumor, the lying tongue, hate and anger. It's all the same. And I'm that kid.
Death no longer holds sway, but my flesh continues its unceasing barrage. I know that praying and reading His word would prepare me for battle, but unfortunately that's part of the battle too. I can always find excuses not to take the time, let myself get carried away by distractions. The afterlife has to be so much better than this. "And I think it's kind of funny, I think it's kind of sad; that the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I ever had." That may not be true for me now, but reminds me of a time when it was. I don't want to die now, I'm not afraid of death either. I just want there to be no separation between me and Jesus, no matter how minute. Or maybe I should ask the Holy Spirit for help and remember that God is here on the earth, Terra Deo, no matter how awful the world can seem at times. My heart bleeds for those in the Middle East and for the people that think they can achieve peace politically. A false peace in the future, yes, but true peace only comes through Christ.
Okay, well that is a load off. Been a while since I've done one of my rants. I'm going to watch a good movie and have some blacker than death coffee.

"Don't quote me on that!" >R<

Things I did on/for my birthday
1. Saw a cat kill a dove sad, sad times

2. Almost got in a car accident approaching the Narrows Bridge (unsecured carpet flying across the 16)
3. Had lunch with one of my bestest of friends at Sakura's
4. Pondered why The Casket Store and Acme Grub Cage don't sell T-shirts
5. Was treated to a Kataluma Chai by the aforementioned friend
6. Talked to Mr. Harris. He is cool. Heard scary laugh
7. Went to Starbucks with Momasan, had Passion iced tea, met Tim and Karen C., also student from environmental science class
8. Was given Heston, my "Lucky Bamboo" which will some day become a forest
7. Had an Asian-themed party thrown by my family
8. Received awesome 321 Penguins-like cd case, Okinawan bauble, great dinner&cake
9. Went with Jenn-a-sis to Michael's and bought painting supplies
10. Went to mall with JAS, bought another chai and shopped for *coughs* delicates
11. Acquired delicates and saw Lady in the Water
12. Found movie to be super sweet, scary, thought-provoking. Well played. Very well played.
13. Got home, watched depressing movie about unspoken love (thanks mom!) and went to sleep.

Thanks to all who made my birthday Macro Enjoyable.

"For instance, though all things are lawful...it is not beneficial to continue eating this mall food."
>R<

"Nice segue."
>Jenn-a-sis<

Thursday, July 20, 2006
Ladying in the Water

Ah, that Strongbad cracks me up. Anywho---can't wait to see Lady in the Water, it looks really interesting. Though, I truly wish they had left the previews more ambiguous like they did originally in the theaters. You know...Josh Groban...Cleveland Heep "How many of you are there?"...water splashing. Then....Lady in the Water a bedtime story by M. Night Shamalyan. I'm pretty sure I spelled that name wrong. It comes out tomorrow but I'm waiting until my birthday to see it. The anticipation is killing mes!
Also, I have to move out of my room soon. Sad. But cool too! Because though I leave for a short period of time-our Japanese dude will take my place! We have plans for him...yes...many plans. (chuckles evilly). Okay, well the plans aren't evil, unless you really don't like Seattle or something. Another thing-I may try to start a column on fictionpress, but I have to come up with some sort of basis. I was thinking writing from a Christian perspective and seeing if I could co-author it with Mr. Harris. That would be major sweet but I don't know if they would go for it. I have to submit two articles for them to consider. Maybe one from me and one from Harris. Any suggestions anyone?
Oh! And another thing-I've found that internet radio is Flawsome. (Flipping awesome) I'm listening to a soundtrack one and so far the selection has been tender. No commercials and no repeats! Again, flawsome.
Now, sorry to leave you this way, but I really must be off. Attorneys to see, rude people to talk to, you know---sweet stuff like that. Talk to ya' later.

"The monkey's name was Consternation Abundant. Or maybe it was Julius the IV. Jack?" >R<